oh gosh, i loveeeeeeeeeee this song. was alr digging it when it came on the radio many weeks ago, but after watching the mtv on tv the other day, I'M IN LOVE WITH STARSTUCKK. and i adoreeee katy perry. i think she's just so...your average kinda girl, but with an awesome voice and hot bod AND a pretty face. whooooo! somehow i think she'll make a good actress too. katy perry ftw!!!  and 3oh!3 is just funny, as usual. like their don't trust me vid.
ENJOY!!!

3oh!3 ft Katy Perry - Starstruckk

like an ipod stuck on replay
OH GOSH I AM SO PATHETIC. the 2nd thing i do everytime i come online(1st is to clear my mail) is SURF BLOGSHOPSSSS. :/ i like looking at nice clothes. even though i've no money to buy them haha.
anyhow, today seemed to pass by pretty quickly for me. woke up at 11am(haha maybe tts why my day seemed so short), had lunch with my family at IMM's crystal jade = YUMMMM :D srsly, dieting is practically impossible for me. SIGH. but i think i'm gonna go on a 3day detox diet soon! because my mom says my body is "too toxic", hence all the pimples :/ okay first i need to stock up on fruits..
so anyhow, met co at vivo after tt to shop for her prom dress! shop shop shop! i realised my prom outfit was srsly CUIII. and super budget. i spent like what, less than $40 on everything? haha how pro is that. so anw, we walked here and there, back and forth, but co eventually found not 1, but 2 outfits tt she likes! and she bought both haha. one's a purple leopard print tube dress from MANGO, the other's a coolios, sleek, black jumpsuit kinda thing from NICHII(or however you spell it). she's going with the tube dress for prom though. and after much contemplation, co got heels from charles&keith toooo. she's CRAZYYY bout gold now btw haha. and and and i saw this pair of rly pretty open-toe flats from charles&keith! but its kinda ex for a pair of flats, so sighhh. its so difficult to find nice open-toe flats though.. ): oh well. maybe i'll drop by vivo agn with malc soon and maybe i'll get it! heh.




tiff & co! haha i love this shot. ;)

you love me, i love you harder so

every step i take, every move i make, every single day, every time i pray- i'll be missing you.
this weekend has been awesomeee cos it totally felt like post-exams! when it obviously isnt haha back to studying computing tmrrrrrr.
lately mush's been feeling rly down and out about..life. okay maybe just studying in general but it makes up such a big bulk of our lives right now so yes, she's feeling negative about life. which i think is rly reasonable, for all of us stuck in this freaking competitive education system, to feel that way.
which makes me feel tt i'm kinda..blessed with these simple thoughts. naive or not, but i do have that belief that if one rly set their mind on smt and want it badly enough, one can and will achieve it eventually. i never had anything i really wanna do in life, which is why i'm always just going with the flow and hoping it'll eventually take me to somewhere nice. okay maybe you'd think i'm just deluding myself so i dont feel upset whenever i dont do well but,..just let me continue living in denial its a much happier place haha. and happy is what we aim for! not cute. HAHA okay, nvm if you dont get the joke.
all i want in life is to have a happy family and being ard the ppl i love. so much so i'd get married and have kids right now if i can. i should sooo live in the 50's or smt right haha. but obviously i am too practical and its just not logical to do it, so yarr. degree! degree! degree! it doesnt make the world go round, but it'll aid you in going around the world ;)
sometimes i wonder how would i be like if i'm still single and this lil'(in terms of height, HAHA) soccer dude isnt such a gigantic part of life. sure, i think i'll prob have more friends in uni now and i wont have to spend 3hrs every fri on my own(which is an ABSOLUTE DRAGGGG), study dates will prob be frequent, and my fb page will prob be real happening with tens of random names appearing on my wall and tagged photos with all sorts of ppl. i'll prob be more daring in my dressing than i am now. heck, my cca may even be ntu cheer! but, i think..i like living for someone(oh gosh i sound like kevyn!!!). and studying isnt all tt bad when i think about why i'm doing it. he's enough reason for me to want to just try my best and do well, because..okay i dont think i should type it out cos it'll sound real cheesy haha. but i dont think i'm being rly childish or unrealistic to think this way, at age 19, i believe i'm mature enough to know what i want. so when i think about how life would be like if i wasnt with him, its just something i'd give up in a heartbeat. 

finals are killing me softly, but surely. somehow after 19yrs of my life i think i'm rly not cut out for studying. my relatively thick stack of past yr papers+solutions has been my best friend for the past few days, and hopefully its enough to make me a satisfied girl when my grades are out. semi-liberation in 2 days, thank goodness.