Thursday, 12 November 2009
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Currently
Bad Romance
By Lady Gaga
see relatedbabe, pick a night to come out and play. if its alright, what do you say!
hm no playing for me. finals next week!! :/ and my exam schedule is freaking screwed up. 3 papers in 2 days- physics, econs and math. my econs suckssssss and phy & math need lotsa practice. rahh. damn engineering.
i'm srsly considering cutting bangs. cos i think tabitha(the girl from sg idol) looks nice with bangs! haha.
bad romance kinda gives me the creeps, but i'm digging it haha. the video is....weird to the max though. and i wonder how lady gaga could enlarge her eyes to those of a bratz doll! cool shit.
do you think i'm special?
do you think i'm nice?
am i bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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feeling kinda lousy.
maybe its just my course, because there's plenty plenty plenty plenty of students from china, its FREAKING competitive. i scored 74% for my previous math test, but the class mean is 79% and the median is 89%. like, wth. and my econs suck. i blame the notes too, half the time i dont even know what is it trying to get across.
chem quiz tmr and i've lost the will to study, after spending 2hr+ ATTEMPTING to do the 5 questions from my phy tut. besides i've never been good at MCQs.
sigh.
feeling the pressure?
Friday, 30 October 2009
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Currently
(500) Days Of Summer-Music From The Motion Picture
By Soundtrack
She's Got You High
see relatedyou call it arrogant, i call it confidence ;)
so anw, i had my LAST effective com assignment today(YAY!), which is a 3 MINUTE oral presentation on any topic. it has to be either persuasive or informative, so obviously informative is easier. mine was on 'the Harms & Benefits of Alcohol Consumption'. i am SUCH a serious person haha. and only last night, i suddenly thought tt tattooing could have been my topic instead! how much more interesting is that. but oh well. :/ and i was the first to present! (how brave am i) haha wanted to just get it over and done with, i kept thinking about my speech the ENTIRE MORNING man. so yea. i THINK i got a B, which i'm guessing is the average grade. i kinda rushed through my speech, because while rehearsing, 3mins just wasnt enough! so eventually i ended my speech just over only 2mins. and i realised, after i was done and in my seat, i had no idea what i just said. hahaha, oh welllll. just glad its all over!
the sem's ending, so tests are here again. just had econs and math CA on wed. computing and chem CA next tues and thurs respectively. rahhhh. and i kinda hate MCQs? cos my luck's always bad! but however, my (fav) physics lecturer just quoted today "The harder you work, the luckier you feel." concurred. so perhaps i just never did study enough. :/
anw the sky's soooooooo gloomy now! i hope i still get to meet boyfriend later!! :D
Saturday, 24 October 2009
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i just found out there's no such thing as a real world, just a lie you've got to rise above.
computer on, with music pumping and a big(enough) bag of yummy homemade cookies camping right in front of me..
rahh, i dont feel like studying. econs AND math CA in 4 days and i'm only on page 200 of the econs textbook. its pretty amazing how the university expects one to grasp the entire content of a 790 pages textbook in a mere 10 weeks. among studying other subjects as well. oh well. back to my negative externalities.. -
i remember what you wore on the first day you came into my life and i thought hey, you know this could be something. cause everything you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away and now i'm left with nothing.
so maybe it's true, that i can't live without you. maybe two is better than one. but there's so much time to figure out the rest of my life, and you've already got me coming undone. and i'm thinking two is better than one.
i remember every look upon your face; the way you roll your eyes; the way you taste, you make it hard for breathing. cause when i close my eyes and drift away, i think of you and everything's okay, i'm finally now believing..
that maybe it's true, that i can't live without you. well, maybe two is better than one. but there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life, and you've already got me coming undone. and i'm thinking two is better than one.
oooh, i can't live without you. cause baby, two is better than one. there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life. and i've figured out with all that's said and done, two is better than one.
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
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oooo!
the day he stops thinking about her, will be the day he starts living his life for real.
sometimes i wonder why God gave us such strong feelings to love someone. not in a family or friendship kinda way, but the passion one feels so vividly for the opposite sex. because it causes hurt. esp when we fall way too easily for someone but have to try so darn hard to erase how we feel for that person. and tt sucks cos the 'healing' period is so difficult to get by and its not as if one can just stitch up the heart or slap some band-aid on, and hope the wound'll clear fast. getting over someone takes days, months, or years. but sometimes the heart just doesnt want to give up, it lingers around, hoping for a miracle to happen or for that thin glimpse of light in their own dark, little world. for it is much easier to continue living in denial then to face the truth. it feels awful to love someone who doesnt love you back. one'll feel so small and unwanted, and happiness is so hard to find..
well.
its times like this when all your friends can do is to console you and say nice things, to pray for you to get through this heartbreak quick. so wake up, i say. get up and start hurting. ultimately, no one can make you feel happy again except yourself. you gotta dig yourself out of this trench, love will not break you so much so that you arent able to stand on your own two feet again. and whatever doesnt break you, makes you stronger. smile, get over it, and anticipate your brighter future!
okay i dont rly know why am i saying those stuff. but sigh. sometimes i just wanna give up on him and away with all his emo-ing and whines, but then i know he needs a friend..cause everything you do and words you say
you know that it all takes my breath away
Monday, 19 October 2009
Sunday, 18 October 2009
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i. need. to. run.
not to slim down, but for health reasons. sigh. but i am sooooo lazy. :/
actually i'm not exactly glad tt its a school hol tmr. cos then i'll miss monday lab and i have to do a make-up for it the week after next. zzzzz.
sometimes i feel tt i'm intentionally isloating myself from people ard me. hmm. actually i think i am. i guess...it all boils down to my priorities right now. and after listening to sx talk about her mom yest, i suddenly realise tt its not easy being a housewife. taitai is easier, because you'll have all your socialite friends to go shopping with and do your hair, mani, pedi, facial all,... haha. but its not easy being a taitai, cos normal citizens like us dont print money. so i am going to study hard and get my degree and work. like what the majority of females in singapore are doing anw. but hopefully i'll work as like..a tuition teacher or smt along those lines. i think tt'll be nice since the hours are more flexible.. i still want to pick my kids up from school in our humongous 8-seater car with automatic sliding doors. hahaha.there's something about you now
i can't quite figure out
everything she he does is beautiful
everything she he does is right
cause its you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off of you -

Currently
Knock You Down
By Keri Hilson
see relatedheh, not again
ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
keep rocking, and keep knocking
whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reeboking
you see the hate, that they're serving on a platter
so what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
i never thought i'd be in love like this
when i look at you my mind goes on a trip
then you came in, and knocked me on my face
feels like in i'm a race
but i already won first place
i never thought i'd fall for you as hard as i did
(as hard as i did, yeah)
you got me thinking bout our life our house and kids
every morning i look at you and smile
cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
knocked me down
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
i never thought i'd hear myself say,
ya'll go ahead, i think i'm gonna kick it with my girl today
(kick it with my girl today)
i used to be commander and chief
of my pimp ship flying high (flying high)
till i met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(oh, shot me out the sky)
hate to know i'm crashing, don't know how it happened
but i know it feels so damn good
said if i could back, and make it happen faster
don't you know i would baby if i could
miss Independent, oh, to the fullest, the load never too much
she helping me pull it
she shot the bullet that ended that life
i swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight, girl
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
tell me now can you make it past your caspers
so we can finally fly off into NASA
you was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
seem to only date the head of football teams
and i was the class clown that always kept you laughing
we were never meant to be baby, we just happened
so please, don't mess up the trick,
hey young world i'm the new slick rick
they say i move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
let the hourglass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
so i wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average for advice
OMG, you listen to that bitch?
whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
cause we had it, we was magic
i was flying, now i'm crashing
this is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
now i'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
you should leave your boyfriend now, i'mma ask him
say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
oh will u bring a better future than i had in the past
oh cause i don't wanna make the same mistakes i did
i don't wanna fall back on my face again
whoa, whoa,
i'll admit it, i was scared to answer love's call
whoa, whoa,
and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(when it comes around)
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
just get back up when it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
won't see it coming when it happens,
but when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down
won't see it coming when it happens,
but when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down
yeah
so sx got me addicted to this song, AGAIN. she knows the entire lyrics to this song man! haha and somehow i rly like the rap in this one. (:
ecp today with sx and yw was...i dont know whats the adjective for it. but its rly nice to spend time with friends one dont always see (:
xanga took a rly long time to upload my photos so i'm tired now. zzzzzzzz, nights world!
Friday, 16 October 2009
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Currently
Forever
By Chris Brown
see relatedi say, if you ever felt the way i do, then lucky you.
i'm blogging now just so it will stop me from shopping online... no money!!! ): i need to stop spending on unnecessary stuff. though i think mush will say clothes are not unnecessary! haha oh well. i just saw this spider web-like top online and i was going to buy it, but then my bro say not nice! cos it looks weird haha. its UNIQUE WHATTTTTT.
sigh.
anw i was supposed to donate blood with mush. BUT I DIDNT EVENTUALLY, mush did though. cos my blood pressure was too low. 89/64. the first value need to be >100 then you'll qualify for this round. cos there are so many requirements to donate blood la!
1) weight>45kg
2) blood pressure>100
3) sufficient iron in blood, ie. your blood sinks in tt blue liquid thing
4) large enough vein.
and i failed at the 2nd stage!!! i'm so sad. its rly NOT MEANT for me to donate blood! (okay if i alr said this before then tooo bad, i'm going to whine again) first in J1, when there was blood donation drive in AC, it came just 1 week before my bday, meaning i was still under 18 then, and i forgot to the form to get my parents consent! then J2, i was down with flu and cough and all the nonsense. HOW SWAY IS THAT. so they dont want my sick blood. and now, blood pressure too low. SIGHHH. mush donated the first time she went for it! and so we spent 2hrs at old can A in school, mostly waiting. the planning/order is quite screwed up. i missed 2 lectures cos i was accompanying mush. oh welllllll. oh but i koped their milo and biscuits though HAHA. the only plus point for me.
i was watching Singapore Idol on wed. and i want to be in singapore idol! i want to wear pretty heels from ALDO. heh, anw tabitha looks nice with her new fringe/bangs! i feel inspired. hmm..... haha malc and my bro will just killll me.
run like the wind!
somehow the epiphany isnt coming..
i've got econs test next week, or is it next next week i've no idea, and i'm shit screwed. my econs suckkkkkk. hopefully i can copy someone's since its MCQ! heh.like a pair of old faded jeans that you i wont give up.
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