how this world turns cold and breaks through my soul its kinda funny, no matter how busy one is, how overwhelmed by work, theres always time for fb and blogging.. hah, guilty as charged. so i havent been doing any work for the past...4 days(shoot me) and i'm laggingggggggg behind. phy webassign is annoying the shit out of me, and worst thing, i'm damn bloody blur! i didnt submit my answers, so ALL the questions i did for assignment 1 is for nothing!! sml. and ive got 50 questions to complete by monday 12pm. then another 80 by the following monday 12pm. mind you, its NOT mcq. SML SRSLY. how to pull up my gpa, tell me. so amanda xinyi xf and i met up for lunch today! awesomeee. haha its nice to see ppl you havent rly seen/talked to in a while. and i bumped into meng today! like, literally haha. i couldnt recognise her initially, till i felt her looking at me for a tad too long, then i looked at her in the face and i realise it was rachel meng!! we both kinda *gasp* at tt same moment HAHA. and meng's so pretty now! (: school is a drag nowadays, okay maybe it has always been. but for some reason, ive been TERRIBLY sleepy in sch these couple of days. its as if the air in ntu is tainted with some sort of sleeping dust or smt, the only time i'm not dozing off is when i'm eating. no joke. so yea, i've just been zombie-ing my way ard. haha sml!! hm okay anw, malcolm's back! :D:D hehe. and i clean forgot my main purpose of blogging. :/ nice. okay bed time! my complexion is...degrading haha.
like there's no sunrise, like the tastesight of your smile.
physics 1 is so going to killlllllll me. speaking of which, i rly hope the markers made some mistakes marking my phy 2 final paper and hopefully my grade'll improve!! wish hope & pray. so anw, phy 1. on top of the weekly tutorials, we've got online assignments too, which are due within a week after the particular chapt is taught. and OMG I SWEAR THEY'RE OUT TO TORTURE US. both assignment 1 & 2 are due 1feb and assignment 1 has 53 ques, 98 ques for assignment 2, tt is excluding the part a, b, c,.. for a question. so in total, i've got 163 questions for assignment1 & 320 questions for assignment2. INSANE. and this is phy, means you've got to use formulas and calculate numbers and all. oh my. i am so dead. i'm more or less done with assignment1 alr and i'm dreading to even begin assignment2. and these online assignments are on a WEEKLY BASIS!! sigh. damn you physics 1!!! and my timetable kinda sucks cos ive got 4 hr break on fri(again) and a 2hr break on wed. waste my time! zzzz. plus i dont have a laptop, so i cant do my online assignments. :/ oh, and i guess i'm doing Introduction to Psychology this sem. because uni sucks and the elective choosing system sucks. i want PHOTO IMAGING ): so anw yeewei, i'll let you know how is it! haha. okay i'm off to give tuition. pay's coming in! yay, like finallyyyyyy.
i gotta read between the lines in the script of my life first week of sch went fine, tts cause i've yet to receive the actual work load yet. physics 1 is scaring me though, apparently its an open book exam but many many many ppl flunk it. :/ sigh. my cyber secruity lecturer is slightly retarded though haha. he was naming the new internet servers besides Internet Explorer, like Mozilla Firefox(at which he went "huo li!"), and then he tried thinking of another one..
"err... Brass ah?? or is it Gold?? Bronze?? aiyah, i only know its some metal."
then he wrote down "Metal" next to "Mozilla Firefox". HAHA omg its chrome laaaaaaaaaa. and this is coming from someone with the capabilities to hack into almost about any account cos he knows all the loop holes in cyber secruity, catagorized as the "Expert Hacker". heh, i listen in lecture okay!
so my cousin had her marriage solemnization last sunday at Sentosa's ONE degree 15. its such a rich and nice place! the hotel rooms are awesommeeeeeeeeee. super ex though. but i dont like the solemnization, its too..serious for me! the atmosphere is like, tense. haha weddings should be happy & chill-lax man! i'm just gonna have the church wedding & traditional chinese wedding dinner next time, dont care the ROM ceremony. HEHE. hm funny how i dont have any photos of the bride and the bride groom, its all on video or in their dslr instead.. and idk why all the buffets i've been to recently are all SUPER YUMMY! i thought buffets dont usually have much standard haha. anw my family got to tour my mom's colleague's boat/house! and its ubeerrrr cooool?! cost them like 1 or 2 million in total. dont think i can ever live on a boat though, it feels kinda claustrophobic long term haha. super yummy crème brûlée! :D oh crap, its making me hungry..
okay. so its saturday alr. exactly 2 more weeks till you get backkkk... ):
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
i was rly bored at school so i just kept surfing the net on my hp! FUNNN :D ive alr drained half of my battery life though.. sch's boring. had a 2 HOURS break in between my cores and cyber secruity. cyber secruity is quite annoying, lectures are at all the weird timings! and ive got to do a 50% group work assignment for it! gahhhh, i dont know ANYONE there?? :/ and ever since my bro intro-ed 2NE1(pronounced '21') to me, gosh, they're srsly addictive! even more so than girls generation or super junior man! i think cos somehow their music sound rly western-like to me.. WATCH!
2NE1 - I dont care. let me try to name them. the funky one who sings first with short hair is Minji & she's only 16 this yr! the pretty one with the weird standing hair is Sandara, she's 26 and she knows Korean, Filipino(i read somewhere tt tagalog is actually a dialect, not a language?) & English. the one with long hair is Park Bom, 26 as well, knows Korean & English, apparently she's the main vocalist. the leader is the one who raps and has reallyyyy small eyes, tts why i think she's always wearing shades. she's 19 and she knows Korean, Jap, French & English?!! name's CL, she actually announces it in their debut single, Fire.
2NE1 - Fire
i am travelling all the way (up) to woodlands!! :D
train comes, i dont know its destination. its a one way ticket to a mad man's situation. oh no. i dont want lectures on fri late afternoons!!! especially not next fri.. :/
its times like these few days tt i feel kinda...pathetic i guess. i think the mosquitoes and i are the best of friends now, i spend the most time with them. but of course, my computer can contend. so what have i accomplished this hols- ktv with ck, baking with cemsty, xmas rally, watching all the episodes of How I Met Your Mother and The Big Bang Theory and lots & lots & lots & lots & lots of sleep. are there more? i cant rmb..but i doubt it. and regardless of what time i go to bed, i'm only up after 11am every day because there's absolutely nothing for me to do even if i'm awake. gosh my life's boring! and not to mention, for some reason i'm broke(i kinda have no idea why). so tts preventing me from going out too. :/ sigh. so anw, bored ppl do youtube. and somehow i'm super drawn to korean music videos. i think their dance moves are darn creative and cute, songs' catchy too. so its like, though i've watched it umpteen times, i still dont get sick of it! weird stuff. check these vids out!
Brown eyed girls - Abracadabra TOTALLY digging the hip movement thing. i think its kinda hot. but the first and last 30sec of the mv is eew though.
SNSD - Genie omg i'm super jealous, they're like damn slim!! i just realised their white shorts are freakinnnggggg short, its like underwear pls!
Super junior - Sorry sorry coolios! i actually first saw this vid like, loonngggg ago when it first came out. then randomly, MONTHS later i chance upon it agn and its hooked on me! weird stuff. its like what happened with SNSD's Gee too..
ooo! this reminds me, co can do the moonwalk!! haha i think its so cool! cause not many girls can do it, i think? oh, and speaking of girls who are cool. go check out Orianthi, she's a darn wicked electric guit player man! at only age 24, she's played for micheal jackson?! check out her debut song, According To You. keep seeing it on mtv channel nowadays.
Monday, 04 January 2010
hm. okay i apologize for my previous entry. its was kinda vulgar & harsh, i admit i cant think straight when i'm pissed.. but i've come to terms with it now, and i guess the only thing to do now is to work even harder to pull my grades up. sch's starting next week, SIANNNSSSSSS. just when i was getting so used to slacking at home the entire week. :/ anw to ppl like jacq & cemsty who read my blog, thanks for your concern, i rly appreciate it! (: and needless to say, idk what would i do without mush & malc.. (:
okay so moving on, boyfriend and i watched Avatar 3D on new yr's! ck thinks its a stupid show because the guy's fighting against his own kind, but then i think its reasonable what! his own kind is EVILL!!!! and the blue ppl are cool though, they're hugeeee haha. and for some reason i have a craving for cold bean curd recently..its contagious i tell you, malc had the craving like a couple of months ago haha.
oh and i srsly think there's a mosquito living in me(if its possible). because i get bitten ALL THE TIME. and the weird thing is, i can be surrounded by ppl, but only I'll be furiously scratching the bites on my legs. like srsly, wthell?? :/
HAVE A HAPPY 2010, EVERYONE! oh gosh, i cant wait for chinese new year!!
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
fuck my life. why, did i not work hard enough? or is this some kinda punishment because my spiritual walk is practically going nowhere & i'm not making the effort to salvage it? if that's how it works, to make people turn towards you again, then i say you're oh so mean.